Look Within

As you look back at your life, you see a catalogue of decisions, situations, choices and a vast landscape of experiences opens up to reflect upon.

Sometimes looking back helps you to navigate your life better, make better decisions or at the very least understand what you came up against and how you reacted to it.

Often some hardships we choose to hold on to, at least for a time. Perhaps this is unconscious, perhaps there is a reason hidden from us, a natural reaction to something traumatic that must be learned from before it's no longer a part of who we are, in the present.

We distil meaning or closure, a deeper truth that, given the "right" insight, might yield something about ourselves that we couldn't see before, or at the time of the experience.

Whilst we remember the "bad" things, revisiting them over and over, writing stories in our mind, each time adding a little more emotion, we risk losing ourselves within the story itself.

Our life becomes a reaction to the pain we felt, often alone and bewildered, we barricade ourselves in and paper over the cracks.

Some experiences may desensitise us to the point of not feeling happy when we otherwise "should". It may cause our personality to become more introverted and "locked in". This limits our ability to understand our own feelings and convey them to the outside world.

Throughout our life, we may become embroiled in ideas or ideologies that appeal to our lack of connection to ourselves. They may well fill a void that we have created, unconsciously.

On the surface, they might offer us the illusion of being a part of something "meaningful" but if we were to look closely, they only serve our "brokenness" or perhaps "incompleteness". Like a codependent relationship, they fill us up, but do little to allow us to be ourselves.

As we teeter on the edge between two worlds, amidst the chaos, we see glimpses of our true selves. A reaction towards the illusion of reality, we may receive signs of this through others, the whisper of a stranger that echoes something you've felt for some time, but haven't as yet put into words.

The blueprint of destruction and creation is vast yet repeats the same behavioural patterns. The lack of humanity, veering toward the psychotic, forever present within our media and programming.

Like the neolithic stone circle builders ushering in a new dawn, a new age, the builders of the new world use precision and understanding, plotting the destruction of the old world from within. Through the corridors of power, they begin their dismantling process, undermining foundations and creating new ones in their image.

Like a finely tuned orchestra, they control all of the noise, the divisions, the religious and cultural wars, it's all part of their script. While you are on the side lines, in your cell, shouting for an end to genocide and freedom for the oppressed, they are deciding on the decor and architecture style of their newly built resorts.

Your acceptance of the new normal is all that they need. Your compliance is guaranteed and those that don't will disappear, their voices silenced behind walls and barbed wire.

We look at our government for a sign of justice, yet there is none ... just compliance and weakness. Paid actors and comedians inhabit our view, these elected chameleons and shapeshifters, blurring and often inverting reality, all according to the plan.

The "build back better" brigade, feeding off of our sickness and lack of freedom, our inability to be sovereign being their biggest advantage. Profiteering from death and the slaughter of identities, no longer needed, laid to waste on their journey towards their temple of horrors. Their fusion with all that's unnatural and perverse ... they can keep it forever.

In my previous writing, i spoke of the seeds of humanity, however that may come or from wherever.

Those that do not comply, that do not sell out, that do not fear (even death), how many are there or will there be?

I've often thought of the system as a means of filtering out the bad, the most evil. We can all be a little bad and can often find the apparent reasons why, yet there are elements that cannot be a mere choice. If we are all a part of "consciousness" or of "God", then it makes sense that we're dealing with a split, a divide, and we must choose which side of history we stand on.

They removed reincarnation, i believe, to make people "less than", to take away anything that would give them faith beyond the physical reality. They need followers, products, something to feed on, and it would be difficult to subdue you if you had knowledge of the divine, and more importantly, that you were part of it from the moment you entered the physical realm.

You may be trapped in a maze, or a prison, but armed with the knowledge of consciousness and its ability to create and renew, you will have nothing to fear. Religion therefore, has been a subversion of the truth all along. If "the kingdom of heaven is within you" then you already have everything you need for your life. Your inner guide, instead of silencing it, should be your primary source. It's there for all of us to listen to.

Listen for your "echoes of truth" and you will likely find out that that may well be the case, or not.

Whilst the pyramid represents power, its foundation is where the truth lies. As you rise through its layers, you become less than human and more artificial, man made, machine like. You can sit on the top and feel like a god, but you are empty of all that lives and breathes, a nothingness, oblivious of truth. You can only destroy, being sterile and powerless, and your time will come to an end.

I don't believe in saviours, we have already been saved, should we wish to see it. They push their dogma onto you and it never feels right, it's a narrative to keep you searching and waiting, and serving. If they were to tell the truth it would utterly destroy them, so they prefer to keep you watching their projections, their illusions. Many generations have believed their stories, yet as we inch closer to the conclusion, it all becomes clear. By their very nature, they demand your worship, and this will be their undoing.